October the first, 2009, 1057 am with the temperature at 81 degrees in Southern Ca...what’s not to be grateful for?...just finished my two and a half mile walk with a mile of it uphill on a good slope...not bad for someone out of the hospital in June using a walker after my third TIF this year...
What made the difference you ask...thank you for asking...I could go on and on with all of my medical challenges and the reason why I have been considered medically disabled...but why waste your time and mine...when all I really have to do is thank Spirit for a healing...most of all healing the mind...showing me that I could either stay with a walker or walk freely...stay in the house an invalid or get out and walk first 20 feet...then 50 feet...then partway around the block...then half way around...then around the block...then twice around...then gradually until I could walk to my subway for breakfast (seven eights of a mile one way)...taxi home...then finally walking both ways and now using a cane or walking stick...
Then after several weeks of both ways...doing the really difficult two and a half miles by stages...walking...resting...walking...so on... until finally the whole way...plus doing my errands walking to and from the bus...
I made up my mind that I could do it and I did...
It is actually that easy...well at the time...to be honest...it didn’t feel easy...I just knew that I could do it and kept going until I accomplished it...one step...one day at a time...
I may never be what I once was... however...where ever I am...I am the best me there possibly is...whether in the hospital bed...with a walker or walking stick or free walking...all is well in my world...as it is always as good or bad as I THINK it is...
Grateful...thankful...appreciative...you bet and more than that ever was or ever will be...
Am totally happy and satisfied...happy and satisfied to be where I am at...while knowing as good as it is now...and it is good...the best is yet to come...
As with Job in the scriptures...I lost most all of everything I had...now it is coming back...like Job...I fully expect the latter years to be far better than the early years...for I have discovered...Life is an idea...
Whatever my idea of my life is...that it what I shall have...Worry, bitch, complain...lousy negative life...happy...praising thinking good thoughts, doing good things, speaking positive...have a happy positive life...
Knowing that all events are neutral until someone labels them...then as we accept those labels in our life that is the effect they will have...
As the scriptures state in many places in many ways...as we think so we are...
All of the scriptures...Christian...Moslem..,Jewish...Eastern...Spiritual...Pagan...all say the same thing...as we think so are we...
Think...the most dangerous person in the world is the thinking person...no government or religion...want their people thinking or questioning...if they did no one would put up with what is being done to us...
We would think for ourselves...yes we can live with in society and think for ourselves...like the scriptures all say...be in the world...but not of the world...
I live by one rule or principle if you will...harm none...do as you will...This includes ourselves...stop harming ourselves with our destructive living...eating...drinking...credit...relationships...
This can go on forever...I think you have the idea...
Right now know that I love and believe in you as well as me
Blessings,
Rev. Isaac
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- wisaac3rd
- I am caring, loving, tender, giving, sharing, kind, strong of mind and heart,peaceful,compassionate,empathetic,intuitive,quiet, introspective, thoughtful, forgiving, listening, soothing, understanding, serving the highest good of all, most of all I am a Spiritual being. I am a Spiritual not religious person, attractive, loyal, loving, giving, sharing, caring, intimate,intuitive, person that is seeking the same. I am worth searching down and finding. Imagine with me a time in the future that is now a time in the past. A time where we have a fantastic memory of the intimacy we have shared. the laughter, the magic, the fun, the love, the touches, caresses penetrating connections all of the peace of two people that really live and love. I can show you feelings you have only dreamed of finding before. Allow me to let your imagination fly as I allow you to reveal your secret feelings and emotions to one that truly understands who you are and is searching for that one special one that is willing to browse to find me. Some think these feelings are above me I know they are below me. Come with me as I show you happiness you have only dreamed of before. I am your Mystical man.